Mood: Fucking pissed

5 August 2008
A fucking day to remember. Got scolded three times in a row today. But I have a few issues that I want to clarify/address here. I don't know maybe I might be wrong, but this is how I view things all of a sudden. Today's incidents made me realise a whole lot of things I never did. Yes, the good and bad.

• Seeking understanding
• Clarification
• Freedom

Seeking Understanding

Today, got scolded by the DM for skipping lesson.

The fact:
Attended lesson for one hour and left with my bag IN the class for TDay's performance.

Result:
Teacher "complained" to DM, and DM was unhappy about my action as an ex-co member.

The fact:
DM heard the wrong thing, in other words: Communication breakdown

Clarification
Got scolded for playing badminton after Pure Chemistry Paper 2. Had no chance to explain ourselves. Some people escaped from the scoldings/naggings.

The fact:
Played to relief stress. Can't possibly study 24/7 and at least its something constructive, it's healthy!

Result:
Got scolded, and got pin-pointed at. The prefects were seen as a discrimination. It seems as though it is the PREFECTs' fault.

Freedom
I understand, giving freedom is a big issue nowadays. I understand there is a certain extent freedom should be given, and we have to appreciate. But how can we students, in fact MYSELF, get to appreciate this kind of freedom when we can't even get basic understanding and clarification.

Conclusion:
Because of this, its making us prefects look like a pest in the school. Everyone recognises our wrongdoings instead of the good things we've done. It's pissing me off very badly, despite being committed in all these kind of activities. It's getting me to nowhere. It did shape me into someone right now, but also the reputation is not there. It's really very upsetting..

Baby,

I don't know whats wrong with me.
It's not your fault, I'm just confused.
You've been cold towards me this pass few days.
What's happening?
Don't tell me your feelings for me already faded?
I don't know,
I really don't know.
Probably you just don't believe me because I've
been lying and lying again.

Mood: Tired/Sick

Practice exams for the whole of next week. This week was actually okay. The gig at Republic Poly yesterday was a total blast, had a lot of fun. Saw a few familiar faces over there, and didnt see any of our school people there which kinda suck. But had Ally with me, so it was okay! I suppose this is another useless post. And oh, you can check out www.trigger-onagun.blogspot.com for poetries and such. And yes its by me, I have sudden interest for poetry, prolly its another way to ease myself. Shall go off now, gotta do my homeworks and revise! Nights!

-xoxo-

Mood: Letharigic

Haven't been updating for quite some time. I really wonder if people do read my blog or something, because if you do please drop a tag at the tagboard on your left (that's if you have a sense of direction), cos it looks pretty dead. Time flies pretty fast don't you think? But it'll also mean that O'Levels is drawing nearer and nearer. Been piling behind books and worksheets because I've already have that motivation to study :B Oh and guess what, we've gotten Merit award for the Open-category science competition! Zomfgzxczczxc, how fucking cool is that. Lol, really unexpected because of the very little amount of effort we put it. But yea, thankfully. Great, my air-con is leaking (I can hear the drips of water dripping to the floor). Anyhow's this short meaningless entry is just to tell people that I'm still alive and such (Yes, I'm alive dammit alive!). And I'm getting more piercings on Friday with Ally. Will try giving a proper update soon aites? Bye!

-xoxo-

P/S: Baby, I love you so much. Never too late to wish a happy 1st Anniversary!

My friends call me stupid.
My friends call me dumb.
They asked why would I trust someone I never met before?
They told me that I shouldn't trust someone that much.
I told them it was love, they laughed.
I told them it was real, they still laughed.

I love you still.

80th Grand Dinner Celebration @ G. Copthorne Hotel

It is a wrap, finally. After 1 year of training with the other MCs and constant scoldings from the teachers, our efforts have paid off. It was a real blast yesterday, tears of joy after we wrapped up the whole event. But before that, all of us were nervous and made me fumble in the beginning because of the tension. Nevertheless, we did our best and were happy to hear great comments of us being the MC. Without the support/help from everyone, the event yesterday wouldn't be a success. Specially thank Mr Chris Tan, Mr Martin Lee and Mr Tan YH. And other MCs who have been through thick and thin and happen to be my best/close friends: Adith, Daniel, Lin Kien and Jasmine! I loooooove you people. Some photos taken yesterday (will only upload a few cos I'm still tired) and and and, my heels hurt.

Dry run rehersal, pictures with MCs

Picture taken with Sim Wee before the event.

Picture taken with Jasmine before the event.

n action with Adith (MC 3).


After the event, good job people!


Time for dinner/supper after event!

Ok, I think that's about it, more pictures will be uploaded soon. And yes, there's a video about the after-feeling of the event, will upload it later (have to change format of video). Bye!

-xoxo-

Busy!

Science competition yesterday was a total shit, but it's pretty much expected. Tonight is the Grand Anniversary Dinner at Grand Copthorne Hotel, 8pm. Excited and nervous. Though its not my first time becoming the MC, but this event is making me feel the pressure because there would be more distinguished guests and the Minister of Education would be there. All the best to the rest of the MCs as well. Heh, gotta prepare my stuffs now! Bye!

-xoxo-