Baby,

I don't know whats wrong with me.
It's not your fault, I'm just confused.
You've been cold towards me this pass few days.
What's happening?
Don't tell me your feelings for me already faded?
I don't know,
I really don't know.
Probably you just don't believe me because I've
been lying and lying again.

Mood: Tired/Sick

Practice exams for the whole of next week. This week was actually okay. The gig at Republic Poly yesterday was a total blast, had a lot of fun. Saw a few familiar faces over there, and didnt see any of our school people there which kinda suck. But had Ally with me, so it was okay! I suppose this is another useless post. And oh, you can check out www.trigger-onagun.blogspot.com for poetries and such. And yes its by me, I have sudden interest for poetry, prolly its another way to ease myself. Shall go off now, gotta do my homeworks and revise! Nights!

-xoxo-

Mood: Letharigic

Haven't been updating for quite some time. I really wonder if people do read my blog or something, because if you do please drop a tag at the tagboard on your left (that's if you have a sense of direction), cos it looks pretty dead. Time flies pretty fast don't you think? But it'll also mean that O'Levels is drawing nearer and nearer. Been piling behind books and worksheets because I've already have that motivation to study :B Oh and guess what, we've gotten Merit award for the Open-category science competition! Zomfgzxczczxc, how fucking cool is that. Lol, really unexpected because of the very little amount of effort we put it. But yea, thankfully. Great, my air-con is leaking (I can hear the drips of water dripping to the floor). Anyhow's this short meaningless entry is just to tell people that I'm still alive and such (Yes, I'm alive dammit alive!). And I'm getting more piercings on Friday with Ally. Will try giving a proper update soon aites? Bye!

-xoxo-

P/S: Baby, I love you so much. Never too late to wish a happy 1st Anniversary!

My friends call me stupid.
My friends call me dumb.
They asked why would I trust someone I never met before?
They told me that I shouldn't trust someone that much.
I told them it was love, they laughed.
I told them it was real, they still laughed.

I love you still.

80th Grand Dinner Celebration @ G. Copthorne Hotel

It is a wrap, finally. After 1 year of training with the other MCs and constant scoldings from the teachers, our efforts have paid off. It was a real blast yesterday, tears of joy after we wrapped up the whole event. But before that, all of us were nervous and made me fumble in the beginning because of the tension. Nevertheless, we did our best and were happy to hear great comments of us being the MC. Without the support/help from everyone, the event yesterday wouldn't be a success. Specially thank Mr Chris Tan, Mr Martin Lee and Mr Tan YH. And other MCs who have been through thick and thin and happen to be my best/close friends: Adith, Daniel, Lin Kien and Jasmine! I loooooove you people. Some photos taken yesterday (will only upload a few cos I'm still tired) and and and, my heels hurt.

Dry run rehersal, pictures with MCs

Picture taken with Sim Wee before the event.

Picture taken with Jasmine before the event.

n action with Adith (MC 3).


After the event, good job people!


Time for dinner/supper after event!

Ok, I think that's about it, more pictures will be uploaded soon. And yes, there's a video about the after-feeling of the event, will upload it later (have to change format of video). Bye!

-xoxo-

Busy!

Science competition yesterday was a total shit, but it's pretty much expected. Tonight is the Grand Anniversary Dinner at Grand Copthorne Hotel, 8pm. Excited and nervous. Though its not my first time becoming the MC, but this event is making me feel the pressure because there would be more distinguished guests and the Minister of Education would be there. All the best to the rest of the MCs as well. Heh, gotta prepare my stuffs now! Bye!

-xoxo-

9 July 2008

Two major events that's gonna happen this week. One is the East-Zone Elementz competition on Friday 11/07/08, and the other 80th Anniversary Grand Dinner celebration on Saturday 12/07/08. Have yet to memorise my script for both events. A lot of shits have been happening over the pass few days, and yea one of them is flunking my Chemistry paper. It's time to really start eating the books and feel the pressure. Truthfully, the reason why I am slacking a lot is because Mrs Tan is still not stern with us. And as a student/teenager, I take things for granted. But I realised that I'm left with a few more months till O's and after that it's freedom 24/7. I'm still having gastric pains from yesterday and I realised I forgot to buy graph paper when I was at Popular bookstore in the afternoon. I need more motivation to study, anyone?

-xoxo-

My stupidity, or your lies.

We've broken up by your stupid email.
I thought that you were different the other boys.
I've chosen you because you seem to be different.
You promised me that we'd be together no matter what happens.
Look what happened now.
It's not the first time things go wrong like this.
I wasn't asking for a lot.
All I asked for was your love and affection.
That's all, it isn't difficult.

In the email you wrote:
I'm sorry.
Let's break up.
Why?
I really cant tell you, but I really still love you.
Believe me darling, I still am in love with you,
I just can't be with you...

Isn't it the same fucking reason that all the guys give.
I'm very sick and tired from recovering from all the mess you all gave.
Yet, you still do it without realising.
I don't know if I should be happy or sad.
You want me to be mean?
Alrights, I'll be mean.

YOU'VE FUCKING PROVEN ME THAT ALL GUYS ARE ALL FUCKING THE SAME.
BECAUSE OF THIS, IT'S CLEARLY STATED THAT
I SHALL NOT BELIEVE ANYONE/ANYBODY AS MUCH AGAIN.
I FUCKING REGRETTED BEING WITH YOU.
I'M DON'T EVER WANNA SEE YOUR FUCKING FACE EVER AGAIN.

I don't hate you,
I just hate what you've done.

Overview:

This whole week have been pretty busy. Overpiling school homeworks, extended SRPs, and problems. But its just the start of the preparations for the O'Levels Examination. Been laughing a lot lately, thanks to the awesome people in my class and other people. Long weekend till Tuesday, and finally I can sleep longer (been sleeping at 12am/1am). Fatigue no more! Happy Youth Day! This is one pointless/shitty post.

:D