Mood: Fucking pissed
5 August 2008
A fucking day to remember. Got scolded three times in a row today. But I have a few issues that I want to clarify/address here. I don't know maybe I might be wrong, but this is how I view things all of a sudden. Today's incidents made me realise a whole lot of things I never did. Yes, the good and bad.
A fucking day to remember. Got scolded three times in a row today. But I have a few issues that I want to clarify/address here. I don't know maybe I might be wrong, but this is how I view things all of a sudden. Today's incidents made me realise a whole lot of things I never did. Yes, the good and bad.
- Seeking understanding
- Clarification
- Freedom
Today, got scolded by the DM for skipping lesson.
The fact:
Attended lesson for one hour and left with my bag IN the class for TDay's performance.
Result:
Teacher "complained" to DM, and DM was unhappy about my action as an ex-co member.
The fact:
DM heard the wrong thing, in other words: Communication breakdown
Clarification
Got scolded for playing badminton after Pure Chemistry Paper 2. Had no chance to explain ourselves. Some people escaped from the scoldings/naggings.
The fact:
Played to relief stress. Can't possibly study 24/7 and at least its something constructive, it's healthy!
Result:
Got scolded, and got pin-pointed at. The prefects were seen as a discrimination. It seems as though it is the PREFECTs' fault.
Freedom
I understand, giving freedom is a big issue nowadays. I understand there is a certain extent freedom should be given, and we have to appreciate. But how can we students, in fact MYSELF, get to appreciate this kind of freedom when we can't even get basic understanding and clarification.
Conclusion:
Because of this, its making us prefects look like a pest in the school. Everyone recognises our wrongdoings instead of the good things we've done. It's pissing me off very badly, despite being committed in all these kind of activities. It's getting me to nowhere. It did shape me into someone right now, but also the reputation is not there. It's really very upsetting..
The fact:
Attended lesson for one hour and left with my bag IN the class for TDay's performance.
Result:
Teacher "complained" to DM, and DM was unhappy about my action as an ex-co member.
The fact:
DM heard the wrong thing, in other words: Communication breakdown
Clarification
Got scolded for playing badminton after Pure Chemistry Paper 2. Had no chance to explain ourselves. Some people escaped from the scoldings/naggings.
The fact:
Played to relief stress. Can't possibly study 24/7 and at least its something constructive, it's healthy!
Result:
Got scolded, and got pin-pointed at. The prefects were seen as a discrimination. It seems as though it is the PREFECTs' fault.
Freedom
I understand, giving freedom is a big issue nowadays. I understand there is a certain extent freedom should be given, and we have to appreciate. But how can we students, in fact MYSELF, get to appreciate this kind of freedom when we can't even get basic understanding and clarification.
Conclusion:
Because of this, its making us prefects look like a pest in the school. Everyone recognises our wrongdoings instead of the good things we've done. It's pissing me off very badly, despite being committed in all these kind of activities. It's getting me to nowhere. It did shape me into someone right now, but also the reputation is not there. It's really very upsetting..
posted by Ammyxtacy @ 6:46 AM
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